i thought we could last long and we’ll start developing stronger feelings for each other but my thoughts were wrong. i was so happy to be with you and also to be around you. i was blindly in love and did not realise u were actually not in love with me and u were there for me just to play with my feelings. i thought u were going to be my new source of happiness but my guess was wrong. u told me i was ur happiness and u told me u love me but the end of the day u left, U LEFT. i am a sad soul just searching for someone to be my source of happiness. yes, i depend on others to make me happy because i cant even make my ownself happy. i love u. i never developed for someone such feelings before and this sucks. rejection is my biggest fear. but u rejected me.
